Drunk Lexi Vent! (Okay, only mildly buzzed at best…) Over the past month, I’ve had many friends come to me and tell me that they have female friends who either have crushes on me, or idolize my art, or want to chat me up, or whatever. Only a couple have actually talked to me and it was “Hi” “…OMG…hi…*ninja vanish!*”

I’ve had friends and exes have claimed I’m intimidating. It kind of upsets me. I guess people take my shyness as some kind of deep brooding or something. I know I’m a giant amazon, but… yeah, not inside. I’m just quiet. I’m sorry if that and my stature make me seem intimidating. I don’t mean to seem stand-offish. I guess everyone expects me to be the great lesbian knight, but I can’t.

I hate being me sometimes. I hate this tower I seem to be trapped in. I just want to be the one who gets rescued.